The Never-Ending Rut: June 2005

Friday, June 24, 2005

SONNET 151

SONNET 151
Love is too young to know what conscience is;
Yet who knows not conscience is born of love?
Then, gentle cheater, urge not my amiss,
Lest guilty of my faults thy sweet self prove:
For, thou betraying me, I do betray
My nobler part to my gross body's treason;
My soul doth tell my body that he may
Triumph in love; flesh stays no father reason;
But, rising at thy name, doth point out thee
As his triumphant prize. Proud of this pride,
He is contented thy poor drudge to be,
To stand in thy affairs, fall by thy side.
No want of conscience hold it that I call
Her 'love' for whose dear love I rise and fall


The second sonnet of Shakespeare that i have read.

ALL THE SMALL THINGS: BLINK182

True care, truth brings
I'll take one lift
Your ride, best trip

Always, I know
You'll be at my show
Watching, waiting
Commiserating

Say it ain't so, I will not go
Turn the lights off, carry me home
Na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na

Late night, come home
Work sucks, I know
She left me roses by the stairs
Surprises let me know she cares

Say it ain't so, I will not go
Turn the lights off, carry me home
Na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na

Say it ain't so, I will not go
Turn the lights off, carry me home
Keep your head still, I'll be your thrill
The night will go on, my little windmill

Say it ain't so, I will not go (na na na na na na na na na na)
Turn the lights off, carry me home (na na na na na na na na na na)
Keep your head still, I'll be your thrill (na na na na na na na na na na)
The night will go on, the night will go on (na na na na na na na na na na)
My little windmill

FIRST GIG...

Thought i ought to keep this in record;

My first gig,

My swatch watch( wanna get the details right down to the, you know...) shows the time 4.15 pm , The shows was almost over, the teachers are packing up... the judges( for the drama who do not have anything to do with this story ) announcing the verdict of the drama performances which me and i know some other people... We ( Anand, Chan Eddie and I) were almost sure that the teachers were gonna close everything up. Our longing... just to play... overpowering and at the same time making us feel so diminutive at the thought that we weren't gonna get to play it...

Ravinder ( the great) came to tell us about how the teachers werent gonna let us do it, i told him ask the teachers to let us, but instead he just told the emcees ; Thavin and Manmohan and they were brave enough to announce that the FIGURE 101 were playing... (his almost exact words... something about singing and music and a whole lot of compliments)

Backstage(moments before), we were almost giving in.... some of us packing... no need to say who. That was before we heard the emcee, mr. Thavinteraraj S/O Sivalingam announce us...(Simuntaneously: Yunesh hit the open button, well actually fumbled hit all the buttons till the curtain opened) The mic, what mic? i had to put down the bass guitar and walk to the corner of the stage to get it...

Drumstick, Drums and guitars that was the sequence of the first second of the song, All The Small Things by Blink182. Chan on the drums, Anand with the guitar and I played the bass guitar with the microphone and doing vocals( this isnt the full band which was a 5 piece band, that i hope will be together soon) . It was a bit awkard playing the bass my first time... but it is the same as the guitar...

Intensified, I was like freakin' out... but what is this if i wanna be "bigtime" thats what i tried to use to change my nervousness into adrenaline. It worked I started the first few words of the lyrics a bit rough on the edges but the rest managed to come out with a smooth flow... well at least till the bridge... I screamed the air out... (ouch, i felt like i was gonna get a hernia after that) The begining... i was a bit worried about how i would sound on mic but i guessed it didnt really matter i just wanted to perform, real bad. I screamed ... not knowing the mic was really loud...!!!

Lets leave it just there, maybe not. Since this is to keep account of this event, i will touch on a few details of the singing... the music was good. Singing: Was okay, LOUD since the mic was set to blast mode and i was screaming... it was a bit pitchy and the ending i tried to pull off what i picture in my head, but it came out on the end. Faces showing dismay for a moment then pulling back to their original positions.

Not forgetting the superb people who cheered for us, Sethu, Kong, Kuben, Ravinder, Yunesh, Thavin who were there waving.

I ll not forget it... i hope... i m not gonna rate the gig, we are new. Give us a chance.

THE DAY BEFORE(secondary title: One day of practice)

SHOUT OUTS TO : SETHU, KONG, ANAND , THAVIN, KUBENTHRA, MANMOHAN, CHAN EDDIE, RAVINDER, SENATHIRAJ,KEVIN CHU, MISS LEE,KARTHINI, ALL THE PEOPLE WHO GIVE A DAMN!!! OH YA VIKNESHAN.

LYRICS OF THE SONG ALSO POSTED