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The End...

Blog Announcement: This blog will be deleted on the 12th of October. For those who actually read my blog, thanks. Reasons are not mine to offer. The end of "The Never-Ending Rut.

Most probably the final post: NEVER

Nice having this blog. Sorry blog!

Goodbye

Lugubrious,

Vikneshan

NEVER

oh how i wish i was someone else
someone with better sense,
oh how i wish i am what you are looking for
someone you could hug
someone you could love


whether i'm made for you
oh how i wish i wasnt really alive
It only hurts when we are


my pain has made its hive
growing into life
i can't see myself anymore
i can't imagine how i used to be
pieces of me falling apart
get blown by the winds


i only wanted to share my heart in whole
but i guess it doesnt really matter in the end
afterall you told me,
you didn't feel anything


we are never meant to be
what do i see?
what do i feel?
it doesn't really matter


I know i cant lose what i never had
but it still its a fantasy worth remembering
i can't seem to forget you
never ,
have my feelings had any


you said we are never meant to be
you are right
i was a fool
still, i doubt it

This song was never finished... i couldn't.
Just like the rest, it was too painful.

7 Withering Roses

Withering,

With dirt i lay
petals fall
on the floor beside Your bed
Waiting to be picked up,
embraced,

Withered i lay
for You only gazed
at a place
somewhere filled with fear
reluctance of vindication
Possesion means nothing,
Nothing at all
just turn me ablaze
If thats what i'm worth
May My ashes fall
And clean me from all

Oh how i wished
i was never plucked
never found,
i would be with my fellow whites
Not knowing what am i,
my name,
Not learning who you and i
were
and ARE
IN
Color and content

Stayed, i should have
Should I?
The gardens called upon me
why didn't i listen to them whisphering?
why?

My wishes...
To the bearer, I wish I served a purpose
Marked a spark,
Waiting
Withered i am...imminently my colors slowly fade away

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Somethin' is goin' on

This song was in my pc for so long didnt notice it... Luckily, today my sister was listening to it, that was how i got to know about it. How come i didn't write this? It says it all. i mean it really does...well sort of in a way, i mean yes it doeS! maybe not! OK, YES IT DOES!!!

Somethin' is goin' on
Cliff Richard

I have seen you smile at the accidental
touch of my hand, a secret grin
There's a covet light in your eyes
when I walk into the room
Yeah, I caught you

Babe, you can't run from the truth
You cannot tell me a lie

'Coz girl you have to show me why
this is not our time
When all the everness
is saying that you're wrong
Somethin' is goin' on

I have felt my heart skip a beat
at the sound of your name
and I turn away
You can read my bad poetry
that I've tried to erase
but it's written on my face

I cannot run from the truth
and I don't believe in lies

But girl you have to show me why
this is not our time
When all the everness is
saying that you're wrong
Somethin' is goin' on

On top of some mountain
I'll scream and I'll shout
that I love you,you love me
How can that be wrong
Somethin' is goin' on
...yes it is

I cannot run from the truth
and I don't believe in lies

But girl you have to show me why
this thing will not work
When all the everness
is saying that you're wrong

Hey girl,
you have to show me why
this is not our time
When all the everness
is saying that you're wrong
Somethin' is goin' on
you know it is
Somethin' is goin' on
ohuh...
Somethin'is goin' on
...you and me..

thanks Mr.Cliff Richard. You rawk big time!!!