guilty

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I'm not really sure why now. before i start let me remind you i have only had three hours of sleep in 24 hours today.

I dunno why but i noticed now and only now
how people around me play their parts in my life
and mine in theirs
how important they are
how unbelievable life would be without them after knowing them
how parched my heart would be not knowing them
some special some just nuisance but still both of equal importants
An acrid feeling when one decides to leave
And even more when its someone exceptionally important to you
its like a never ending battle where you are constanly pushing and pulling
inside and outside
and yet somehow in the past ,notice i have not,
i m guilty
i m damned
for i m ungrateful
for i have sinned
i hurt. i condem, i do many things bad
and i call myself a friend
i m guilty
intentions, i have none
maybe i m just feeling forlorn
needing attention
maybe i feel scared of getting hurt
i dunno...
all i know ... i m guilty

i m sorry friends...

I M YOUR FRIEND FOREVER , my least... my discreet attempt of telling you how much you mean to me

GOOD NIGHT

God where ever you are thank you.

Hey Luna

Hey Luna, baby girl

You make me long for you

There’s something different in you

I wanna discover you

You’re the glowing void in my heart

Growing brighter when I dream off you

A void of unknown contents

Futile efforts are all I got

I can’t stand the affinity no more

This feeling is all I feel

It is all that’s true

It is all that’s real

I don’t even know you

ohhh

Hey Luna

You make my heart go boom

You make me long for you

There’s something different in you

I wanna discover you

I hope you feel it too

I hope you understand

What I m trying to say

Its always been chaotic

When I think of you

You’re the glowing void in my heart

Growing brighter when I dream off you

A void of unknown contents

Futile efforts are all I got

I can’t stand the affinity no more

This feeling is all I feel

It is all that’s true

It is all that’s real

I don’t even know you

I know if I try

I will find out

Whether we’ll work out

No matter how far apart

I’ll give it all I got =)

people

the lyrics for my 60 second song, the first recording with vocals in it

People
I look around
what do I see?
I see fools...
Living lies
Not giving in
Always wanting frills
just like you
What a scam this
turned out to be
I wanted something
but ended up hating it
can someone tell
what to do?
i need to know
i need to know

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