Saturday, October 08, 2005
NEVER
oh how i wish i was someone else
someone with better sense,
oh how i wish i am what you are looking for
someone you could hug
someone you could love
whether i'm made for you
oh how i wish i wasnt really alive
It only hurts when we are
my pain has made its hive
growing into life
i can't see myself anymore
i can't imagine how i used to be
pieces of me falling apart
get blown by the winds
i only wanted to share my heart in whole
but i guess it doesnt really matter in the end
afterall you told me,
you didn't feel anything
we are never meant to be
what do i see?
what do i feel?
it doesn't really matter
I know i cant lose what i never had
but it still its a fantasy worth remembering
i can't seem to forget you
never ,
have my feelings had any
you said we are never meant to be
you are right
i was a fool
still, i doubt it
This song was never finished... i couldn't.
Just like the rest, it was too painful.
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
7 Withering Roses
Withering,
With dirt i lay
petals fall
on the floor beside Your bed
Waiting to be picked up,
embraced,
Withered i lay
for You only gazed
at a place
somewhere filled with fear
reluctance of vindication
Possesion means nothing,
Nothing at all
just turn me ablaze
If thats what i'm worth
May My ashes fall
And clean me from all
Oh how i wished
i was never plucked
never found,
i would be with my fellow whites
Not knowing what am i,
my name,
Not learning who you and i
were
and ARE
IN
Color and content
Stayed, i should have
Should I?
The gardens called upon me
why didn't i listen to them whisphering?
why?
My wishes...
To the bearer, I wish I served a purpose
Marked a spark,
Waiting
Withered i am...imminently my colors slowly fade away
~%@ ~%@ ~%@ ~%@ ~%@ ~%@ ~%@
Sunday, October 02, 2005
Somethin' is goin' on
This song was in my pc for so long didnt notice it... Luckily, today my sister was listening to it, that was how i got to know about it. How come i didn't write this? It says it all. i mean it really does...well sort of in a way, i mean yes it doeS! maybe not! OK, YES IT DOES!!!
Somethin' is goin' on
Cliff Richard
I have seen you smile at the accidental
touch of my hand, a secret grin
There's a covet light in your eyes
when I walk into the room
Yeah, I caught you
Babe, you can't run from the truth
You cannot tell me a lie
'Coz girl you have to show me why
this is not our time
When all the everness
is saying that you're wrong
Somethin' is goin' on
I have felt my heart skip a beat
at the sound of your name
and I turn away
You can read my bad poetry
that I've tried to erase
but it's written on my face
I cannot run from the truth
and I don't believe in lies
But girl you have to show me why
this is not our time
When all the everness is
saying that you're wrong
Somethin' is goin' on
On top of some mountain
I'll scream and I'll shout
that I love you,you love me
How can that be wrong
Somethin' is goin' on
...yes it is
I cannot run from the truth
and I don't believe in lies
But girl you have to show me why
this thing will not work
When all the everness
is saying that you're wrong
Hey girl,
you have to show me why
this is not our time
When all the everness
is saying that you're wrong
Somethin' is goin' on
you know it is
Somethin' is goin' on
ohuh...
Somethin'is goin' on
...you and me..
thanks Mr.Cliff Richard. You rawk big time!!!
Friday, September 30, 2005
JUMP!!!
na na na ...
Clouded by haze
creating mazes
keeping me thirsty
for red in my blood
Made my mind up
I wanna
jump...jump...jump
Jump...jump...jump
Lets jump
Wanna run free
Wanna be loose
Do what i want
consequences afterwards
Lets jump
pump the jump
na na na ...
Everyone!!!
Stop bumming me
i'm just having fun
come join me
lets do the jump
Lets jump
jump...jump...jump
Jump...jump...jump
Wanna run free
Wanna be loose
Do what i want
consequences later
Lets jump
pump the jump
made a choice
to spin my way out
better now than never...
you never know
when the fun stops
na na na...
Monday, September 26, 2005
An unnoticed wish...
hey you
yes i m talking to you
you are turning one day older
you are moving one step further
to where you always wanted to
and you are having fun doing it
i hope you ll be closer
to what you believe would make you happy
but thats just what i hope
what do you want?
I just wanna say, happy birthday yeah
happy birthday... nanana
happy birthday...
to you ...
please have fun
it comes and goes
just like me
you are growing anxious
you are getting bolder
you making me go insane
I just wanna say, happy birthday yeah
happy birthday... nanana
happy birthday...
to you ...
please have fun
it comes and goes
just like me
once you lose it
its gonna hurt ,sw
i m always gonna be there
so ask me if you need any help
its your birthday
its your birthday
i m happy for you
Thursday, September 22, 2005
we are in a world
two different ones
where we pretend to live in
no one really knows
what they want
what they are
they say things
which they don't mean
do things with no meaning
fear often confused with good
but there's still some hope
its still home anyway
and i...
that whats i believe
i feel bad
i said things i 'll regret
forever...
i wish i could turn back time
or remove the stain
i keep trying
even though it worries me
i' m sorry
if i hurt you
i'm sorry
if you cried for me
i'm sorry
i ever met you
tonight
time taunts me
i'm tired of hanging on
to something i know
can never last
i call it an accident
i pretend its a dream
call it hate...
and misery
its an ancient feeling
i' m sorry
if i hurt you
i'm sorry
if you cried for me
i'm sorry
i ever met you
questioning, are you sorry...
for me
Friday, September 16, 2005
Check this out!
if you are alone at night, bored and have nothing to do... or you just wanna try it out
http://members.home.nl/saen/Special/zoeken.html
go ahead, try to spot the difference
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
"Reasons" for being late for classes?
i wanna hear urs... LEAVE IT ON UR COMMENTS!!!
I ll start...
Sir, the train that i was in hit a cow, everything got delayed( make sure they don't mistake the cow for "cow" or else ur get both; for telling a lie and for discriminating)
...
and now for ur comments,
who knows this might turn out to be useful to other people who find it hard to attend classes on time due to "reasons" of their own; however chimeric these reasons can be.
Saturday, September 03, 2005
Say Hey!!!
forget about your troubles
and worries
give them to someone else
for a little while
you take a stroll through the park
or take the train to heaven
where you will you see
the rest of the world ...
at its best...
then and only...
then you ll notice
the old couple sitting on the bench
chatting like they have just met
kids smudging their faces with ice cream
the air is still naive
realising the wonders you've missed
there is no more time to waste
get up and get moving before the fun ends
or you'd end up just like me
sad and sorry, so
say hey(hey!)
say ha
say hey...(3X)
yeah
don't bother what happens next
take break, have chat
hang with me, little brat
fill the empty spaces
make yourself full again
then get on back on track
a ride on the rollercoaster of life
no sweat.
say hey(hey!)
say ha
say hey...
forget about everything else
forget about everything bad
kick back
relax
and just say hey...
Always remember there are reasons to be happy.
Monday, August 29, 2005
I gotta get outta here
I like this one... their lyrics are nice. I can related with it.
RELIENT K LYRICS
"Be My Escape"
I’ve given up on giving up slowly, I’m blending in so
You won’t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption
because I know to live you must give your life away
And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.
I’m giving up on doing this alone now
Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how
He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there
And this life sentence that I’m serving
I admit that I’m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair
Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.
I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave
Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I’ve gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I’ve gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging
You to be my escape.
I fought You for so long
I should have let You in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
But so were You
So were You
Saturday, August 27, 2005
Friday, August 26, 2005
week one; (do you want a plaster?)
Day one(Monday)
Woke up, with a headache as if someone had whacked me with a spade on my head...
First thing i got in the morning was my mum screaming Vicky get out faster you are gonna be late(thats the refined dialogue) - my mum has this skill; the exquisite art to make things that seem "ordinary" particularly cleanliness become almost uncomfortable and unacceptable like dirt itself. So i continued singing a few more songs till she said its was late. I ran out with the towel almost falling down and got dressed... i think this is enough for the introduction. Since the other mornings were similarly sequenced. Accept i took the ktm
The orientation was ok, the director was a dutch man with a premature american accent. The lectures at their best , or at least it looked that way... ( the director makes a joke and the whole staff laughs) Pala and I; Our reactions, was that a joke? Clearly a staff body that "looks high of" the director. So the boring speech almost distorted by the accent, not really. The real reason would most likely be that we werent paying any attention.
Got to know some people, the student body was a diverse one, malaysians were like the minority for some reason indonesians and koreans flood the program. They were ok. First- day- of -school feeling only the eyes that i was looking through was a bit more elevated from the ground.
Interesting but not a shocking fact: Pala gets into a get-to-know-that-girl frenzy every five or ten minutes and "drags" me into it.
Paid everything then left for home. Skipped the games the had organised for us,ice breakers and the photo taking session.
Day two(which is almost obviously Tuesday)
I had only one class on that day... MATHS 171, which i only found out in the train after taking a closer look at my timetable,
Maths lecturer, Mr. Daniel Chua( Grandfather adee!!!) he drags his words...every now and then but really a nice fellow. Finished in a short period of time. Classes was the in the introductory stage, only then i noticed.
Went back home then.
Food for thought: Dressing in read long sleeves(or was it maroon) with flushed black jeans and sandals might not be a really good choice of attire.
Day Three( If you think its friday then you are right)
The toll travelling was putting on me was getting lesser. Got used to sleeping in the train in awkward baby positions and the occasional waking up to check what station that the train has passed and to check my phone.
Dr. Margaret my chemistry(105) teacher/lecturer finished class in ten minutes. Had engineering 196; Mr. Gowda. born and bred in india i almost couldnt make out the simplest words that he was saying... i would look right where pala was sitting and ask,"what did he just say?!?!?" but he's got a sense of humour and a logic lover.
Then, i hanged out with pala and his friends, a gal and a guy. This gal, jasprit or prounced that way reminded me of Shareen and Karthini, a mix of nonsense and sense not too mention a pinch of spurious air in whatever she said.
P.S- The UV rays in Subang are almost unfiltered... it really burnt
Thursday
Class finishes awfully early today as well at 10.10.
Chatted with the same gal till pala came. The conversation was just pure silly!!! nonsense!!!
Met up with my old best buddy in standard one, Milaksh and a friend of his.
Then walk back to the ktm station accompanied by the scorching sun rays. Parched into a shade red by the time i got to the station.
As soon as i came back home, i had to met thavin and manmohan. Nice seeing them. Reminds me of the years we had together in school and also very awkward because they couldnt keep their hands to theirselves. Joined later by Shalini, Joanne and Karthini after manmohan retired from the excursion. "Played" "Football" afterward. (i know why? wouldnt it be exhausting?) - i FELT like it. Watched people practising taichi or however they call doing it, while cooling my systems down.
Note: If you tell your parents that you are tired of travelling i suggest you do not want do what i did.
Friday
Three classes today... feeling a bit more relieved.
Maths, Chem...
English 101. (Mrs. Mary Varnese)
Histerical about hearing how notorious she was;
Heard loads about her and how she torments her students. I think she does that by giving loads of work... comments are left vague at this point although she did give a few assignments on the first day of class.
Played football today... during the game, and ant attacked me out of nowhere( otherwise translated as i ran into the ant). Airborne! it did a run- into my eye. It was really scary at first... but malvinder, jasbinder's brother poured some water and the ant was washed a way. Poor ant!? never a happy ending for bugs when water comes in the picture (spirakels get flooded) R-I-P ... even the itsy bitsy spider wasnt in good terms with water. What gives life can take it way? then, an uncommonly dumb suggestion when i heard it at first,"do you want a plaster?" by a guy name patrick.
i don't blame him, he didnt know what was going on. I do that with awareness of what is actually going on.
Friday was breaking nail day.
A week, almost seemed forever.
* words in text may not be clear in meaning so use your common sense! I m sleepy adee got to go...
Monday, August 15, 2005
Sunday, August 14, 2005
see, i think we are all fools we were meant to be forever i m a fool you are a fool we are fools if destruction was a tool we had it all along =)
I...
I m prone to goofing around Like a loose goose in pond but you know what i m doing but you think you dont (i dont know) maybe you are scared i know i am, fooling around
i like the pretty little masks and i know you do too the dire dos and donts but i think we all hate this game the masquerade of love amusing, thrilling yet boring by the time the light hits green =|
You,
Seemingly cool with everything but burning with rage On an insatiable page... my fooling around A lofty toll indeed, Mystery becomes your ally Your blow silenced by the amusing fixture we are putting on, smack...!!! ablazed i m with no recollection stinging... without a trace You're gone... =( A bliss almost definitely,this is not
We,
i don't really know what we could be another sorry flotsam and jetsam put my mouth into saying your name, never making any sense... poems, songs, everything remains a trickery to you we are a mystery
please let me burn, what i deserve
=)
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
Saturday, July 30, 2005
guilty
I
I'm not really sure why now. before i start let me remind you i have only had three hours of sleep in 24 hours today.
I dunno why but i noticed now and only now
how people around me play their parts in my life
and mine in theirs
how important they are
how unbelievable life would be without them after knowing them
how parched my heart would be not knowing them
some special some just nuisance but still both of equal importants
An acrid feeling when one decides to leave
And even more when its someone exceptionally important to you
its like a never ending battle where you are constanly pushing and pulling
inside and outside
and yet somehow in the past ,notice i have not,
i m guilty
i m damned
for i m ungrateful
for i have sinned
i hurt. i condem, i do many things bad
and i call myself a friend
i m guilty
intentions, i have none
maybe i m just feeling forlorn
needing attention
maybe i feel scared of getting hurt
i dunno...
all i know ... i m guilty
i m sorry friends...
I M YOUR FRIEND FOREVER , my least... my discreet attempt of telling you how much you mean to me
GOOD NIGHT
God where ever you are thank you.
Thursday, July 28, 2005
Hey Luna
Hey Luna, baby girl
You make me long for you
There’s something different in you
I wanna discover you
You’re the glowing void in my heart
Growing brighter when I dream off you
A void of unknown contents
Futile efforts are all I got
I can’t stand the affinity no more
This feeling is all I feel
It is all that’s true
It is all that’s real
I don’t even know you
ohhh
Hey Luna
You make my heart go boom
You make me long for you
There’s something different in you
I wanna discover you
I hope you feel it too
I hope you understand
What I m trying to say
Its always been chaotic
When I think of you
You’re the glowing void in my heart
Growing brighter when I dream off you
A void of unknown contents
Futile efforts are all I got
I can’t stand the affinity no more
This feeling is all I feel
It is all that’s true
It is all that’s real
I don’t even know you
I know if I try
I will find out
Whether we’ll work out
No matter how far apart
I’ll give it all I got =)
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
people
the lyrics for my 60 second song, the first recording with vocals in it
People
I look around
what do I see?
I see fools...
Living lies
Not giving in
Always wanting frills
just like you
What a scam this
turned out to be
I wanted something
but ended up hating it
can someone tell
what to do?
i need to know
i need to know
wanna hear the song? just add me in msn messenger (crappy_toilet@hotmail.com)
always looking for audiences for opinions
Friday, June 24, 2005
SONNET 151
SONNET 151 |
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Love is too young to know what conscience is; |
Yet who knows not conscience is born of love? |
Then, gentle cheater, urge not my amiss, |
Lest guilty of my faults thy sweet self prove: |
For, thou betraying me, I do betray |
My nobler part to my gross body's treason; |
My soul doth tell my body that he may |
Triumph in love; flesh stays no father reason; |
But, rising at thy name, doth point out thee |
As his triumphant prize. Proud of this pride, |
He is contented thy poor drudge to be, |
To stand in thy affairs, fall by thy side. |
No want of conscience hold it that I call |
Her 'love' for whose dear love I rise and fall The second sonnet of Shakespeare that i have read. |
ALL THE SMALL THINGS: BLINK182
True care, truth brings
I'll take one lift
Your ride, best trip
Always, I know
You'll be at my show
Watching, waiting
Commiserating
Say it ain't so, I will not go
Turn the lights off, carry me home
Na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na
Late night, come home
Work sucks, I know
She left me roses by the stairs
Surprises let me know she cares
Say it ain't so, I will not go
Turn the lights off, carry me home
Na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na
Say it ain't so, I will not go
Turn the lights off, carry me home
Keep your head still, I'll be your thrill
The night will go on, my little windmill
Say it ain't so, I will not go (na na na na na na na na na na)
Turn the lights off, carry me home (na na na na na na na na na na)
Keep your head still, I'll be your thrill (na na na na na na na na na na)
The night will go on, the night will go on (na na na na na na na na na na)
My little windmill
FIRST GIG...
Thought i ought to keep this in record;
My first gig,
My swatch watch( wanna get the details right down to the, you know...) shows the time 4.15 pm , The shows was almost over, the teachers are packing up... the judges( for the drama who do not have anything to do with this story ) announcing the verdict of the drama performances which me and i know some other people... We ( Anand, Chan Eddie and I) were almost sure that the teachers were gonna close everything up. Our longing... just to play... overpowering and at the same time making us feel so diminutive at the thought that we weren't gonna get to play it...
Ravinder ( the great) came to tell us about how the teachers werent gonna let us do it, i told him ask the teachers to let us, but instead he just told the emcees ; Thavin and Manmohan and they were brave enough to announce that the FIGURE 101 were playing... (his almost exact words... something about singing and music and a whole lot of compliments)
Backstage(moments before), we were almost giving in.... some of us packing... no need to say who. That was before we heard the emcee, mr. Thavinteraraj S/O Sivalingam announce us...(Simuntaneously: Yunesh hit the open button, well actually fumbled hit all the buttons till the curtain opened) The mic, what mic? i had to put down the bass guitar and walk to the corner of the stage to get it...
Drumstick, Drums and guitars that was the sequence of the first second of the song, All The Small Things by Blink182. Chan on the drums, Anand with the guitar and I played the bass guitar with the microphone and doing vocals( this isnt the full band which was a 5 piece band, that i hope will be together soon) . It was a bit awkard playing the bass my first time... but it is the same as the guitar...
Intensified, I was like freakin' out... but what is this if i wanna be "bigtime" thats what i tried to use to change my nervousness into adrenaline. It worked I started the first few words of the lyrics a bit rough on the edges but the rest managed to come out with a smooth flow... well at least till the bridge... I screamed the air out... (ouch, i felt like i was gonna get a hernia after that) The begining... i was a bit worried about how i would sound on mic but i guessed it didnt really matter i just wanted to perform, real bad. I screamed ... not knowing the mic was really loud...!!!
Lets leave it just there, maybe not. Since this is to keep account of this event, i will touch on a few details of the singing... the music was good. Singing: Was okay, LOUD since the mic was set to blast mode and i was screaming... it was a bit pitchy and the ending i tried to pull off what i picture in my head, but it came out on the end. Faces showing dismay for a moment then pulling back to their original positions.
Not forgetting the superb people who cheered for us, Sethu, Kong, Kuben, Ravinder, Yunesh, Thavin who were there waving.
I ll not forget it... i hope... i m not gonna rate the gig, we are new. Give us a chance.
THE DAY BEFORE(secondary title: One day of practice)
SHOUT OUTS TO : SETHU, KONG, ANAND , THAVIN, KUBENTHRA, MANMOHAN, CHAN EDDIE, RAVINDER, SENATHIRAJ,KEVIN CHU, MISS LEE,KARTHINI, ALL THE PEOPLE WHO GIVE A DAMN!!! OH YA VIKNESHAN.
LYRICS OF THE SONG ALSO POSTED
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
Thursday, May 19, 2005
It's All About You
Superbly nice and an easy going song...
Guitar Tabs
Tabber: Vik@Vkey@salvage@DeW3Y
listen to the song for strumming pattern and tempo and etc lazy bums!
Artist: MCFLY
"All About You"
[Danny:]
C Am
It's all about you
([Tom:] It's about you)
F G
It's all about you, baby
([Tom:] It's all about you)
C Am
It's all about you
([Tom:] It's about you)
F G
It's all about you
[Tom:]
C E Am
Yesterday, you asked me something I thought you knew.
F G C G
So I told you with a smile 'It's all about you'
C E Am
Then you whispered in my ear and you told me to,
F G C C7
Say 'If you make my life worthwhile, it's all about you'
[Danny:]
F Fm C Am
And I would answer all you're wishes, if you asked me to.
F G
But if you deny me one of your kisses, don't know what I'd do.
C E Am
So hold me close and say three words, like you used to do.
F G c
Dancing on the kitchen tiles, it's all about you.
G
Yeah...
[Solo] (will update later the one i play now-i made up)
[Danny & Tom:]
F Fm C Am
And I would answer all you're wishes, if you asked me to.
F G
But if you deny me one of your kisses, don't know what I'd do.
C E Am
So hold me close and say three words, like you used to do.
F G
Dancing on the kitchen tiles,
F G
Yes you make my life worthwhile,
F G
So I told you with a smile...
C
It's all about you.
Repeat
[Danny:]
It's all about you
([Tom:] It's about you)
It's all about you, baby
([Tom:] It's all about you)
It's all about you
([Tom:] It's about you)
It's all about you
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
National Service "aftermess"
Ten Things I Have Learnt or Gained From National Service!
- How to sleep in almost any condition or situation given
E.g. During Aerobics (don’t ask how I just do ) , “classes”( that’s what the government calls it), Community Service (beside drains, in toilets, during speeches and etc)
- How to use clothes for more then a humane period-(I meant humane to the
Clothes) – use IO* inside and outside… I can tell you it’s safe to wear the same underwear for THREE DAYS… given that you know how to keep it clean!
- “Self-control”… that’s all!!! no more elaboration on this point! Figure it out yourself
- How to SURVIVE, Not how to be independent …
- How to eat and not like the food at the same time! ( 6-8 times a day)-even go for second helpings.
- All types of injuries and other “mafan” stuff… (this also don’t want to elaborate cause it’s a bit embarrassing… you would agree if you knew)
- How to “wash” clothes… ( people still don’t even know I wash my clothes)
- Mastered the art of “stealing bones”(curi tulang) – in other words how to make people think you are doing a lot of work… >>> firstly you only let people see you doing work… then make as many trips as you can to the toilet and make sure it’s the furthers toilet. Get yourself dirty!
- How to act like you know how to speak and understand a language when you actually don’t !!!
- How to live with animals! NOT JOKING OR EXAGGERATING ABOUT THIS ONE!
NS CASUALTIES
- Cloth pegs ( 24 to 4)
- Underwear (5 to 4)
- Shower Gel
- Slippers
- Water bottles ( uncountable)
- Watch
- Socks
“ Now you see it, now you don’t items”
1. underwear
2. slippers
3. hand phones
4. socks
5. caps
6. digital cameras
Look What You've Done
Subject : Guitar Tab
Song title : Look What You've Done
Artist : Jet
Intro
e-4-
b-6-
g-6-
d-6-
a-4-
e-0-
Plucking Pattern : i * a i
p m
* 4 times
Verse
e-4-4-1-4-2
b-6-4-2-4-2
g-6-5-3-5-3
d-6-6-3-6-4
a-4-6-1-6-4
e-0-4-0-4-2
Chorus
e-2-4-4-4-1
b-2-4-6-6-2
g-3-5-6-6-3
d-4-6-6-6-3
a-4-6-4-3-1
e-2-4-0-0-0
ending of chorus 2nd Guitar
e---4-
b-1—
uuuhh
e-5
b-7
g-7
d-7
a-5
e-0
uuuh…
Ending of second chorus
e-2-4-5-*7-4-
b-2-4-5-*7-6-
g-3-5-4-*8-6-
d-4-6-7-*9-6-
a-4-6-7-*9-4-
e-2-4-5-*7-0-
A fool of everyone… * three times
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
GUESS WHO'S BACK FROM SHIT VALLEY?
To everyone who actually read stuff from my blog!
hey guys just came back from national service, i would give it and overall okay...thats all i would like to say about it for the moment! Don't wanna talk about it too much! Now i m back and i ll be crapping all the way... so enjoy!!!
vicky_dicky!
Sunday, February 06, 2005
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
INTRODUCTION!!!
For you people out there who thin you know me but don't remember, i am Vk3Y a.k.a Vikneshan. This is a place where i keep my junk mostly what i think of and COMMENTS ARE WELCOMED in my blog! So feel free to tell me anything... The question is to read or not to read? and i hope the answer to that question would be to read cause i would really appreaciate it if you people who read it acknowledge it if you like and otherwise if you don't thanks for you attention...C'EST POUR TOI
Friday, October 22, 2004
Simplicity
This is a trial run... here's a song i wrote in 15 mins, here is the lyrics if you want the tabulature you are gonna have to give some comments
Title: Simplicity
Written by: Vikneshan @ Vk3Y @ Salvage @ DeW3Y @ PyRO
Verse 1
We are simpler than we think
We are simpler in everything
We are as simple as
You and Me
Prechorus 1
Cause we have got no time
But loads to do
In no time
But i'm not worried
We will be fine
Chorus
There's more to simplicity
Something that we don't realize
It's more than sympathy
It it actually our lifes
Simplicity
Verse 2
I always thought living meant
Dying,
Cause there's nothing
Much we can do about it
But i forget why we are here in the first place
Prechorus
We... got no time
To waste
Waiting for things
But i'm not worried
We will be fine
Chorus
Bridge
Simple simplicity
Simplicity
Simple is enough...
Me... Me
Moments in My Life
Life… is like a cup of coffee. It can be bitter, sweet, dark or even light. There are
hundreds of ways of preparing it. In the seventeen years that I have lived, I would like to
think that I have experienced everything but I know that it’s just the tip of the iceberg. To
others, it might be mainly about likes and dislikes, but to me there is more to it. To me it’s a
journey with a thick essence, one with many reasons to it. There is perhaps an even longer
journey after life. Well, that’s why I like mine or at least most of the time. You might have
your life taken away tomorrow but it won’t be the end of the road.
I am currently a student. Not a very good one, but I am trying hard to be one. I have
interests just like any other person. I enjoy listening to and making music. I play the guitar
most of the time but I also enjoy fooling around with the piano in my home. Basketball and
football are my passion but most of all I love numbers. To get through live, one must live by
a set of principles. One of mine is, “Life is not a dress rehearsal. It’s the main event-you
don’t get another chance”. The past few years of my life changed many things about myself
and the people around me.
All of us have memories may it be good or bad. Memories are the things that we keep
to remind us of the people in our lives or events as small as, our first time using the “potty”
to the time when life changing events happen. All these events have a significant and
sentimental value to us. We may not be who we are today without these memories. The
memories that we remember the most, are the ones which inflicted the most “damage”.
Ones which give us laughs, chills down the spine and the ones which give us a warm and
cosy feeling.
I have one memory, which I don’t think is warm or cozy or even pleasing. I was only
9 years of age I think… I was rather mischievous as a child. During recess, I and two other
friends, had a “snowball fight” only the “equipment” involved was not snow but stones. Just
thinking of it gives me a funny feeling. As we were returning fire to each other, something
unexpected… alright, not so unexpected happened. Guess what happens if you give a bunch
of children rocks and asked them to play with it. What else do you think happened, one of
the stones hit me right in between my right eye and the bridge of my nose. At first, I just
experienced a stinging sensation but after a few moments, blood or at least a part of it was
blood, started oozing out of the wound inflicted by the stone. The “mysterious” liquid was
red, yellow and green at the same time. That was the actual reason I was scared. Well who
wouldn’t be, blood is supposed to be red! My teachers gave me some first aid to stop the
bleeding. I was then sent home to my mum. She was even more shocked than I was, she
took me to the hospital immediately even though she had to go to work. I got a few stitches
for the wound. Through this incident we all can learn that a snowball fight must strictly be
conducted with only snow and sometimes blood can be green or even yellow especially if
you’re a kid. The most important lesson to be learnt out of this is that when you get hurt,
your loved ones are the ones affected the most.
Another meaningful event in my life is the one when I got my first dog. He was a
mongrel, a small and cute yellow fellow. He was around two months old when we got him.
At first, he didn’t like me. But after long and hard hours of “persuasions” he became friends
with me. It wasn’t long for him to become important to me. He was the one who kept
us cheerful when we came back from school or when we were bored. He bit socks and ran
into walls just to keep us happy or at least to keep himself happy. We named him Max
after Maximillion; hoping he would bring us lots of money. Unfortunately, one day after five
months or so he had to be put to sleep because he had a disease that couldn’t be cured. It
feels as if not a second had passed since we first got him. Many things in life don’t last, so
cherish it when you can. Time waits for no man.
I also have happy memories. When I was a kid, when my family and I lived in a fairly
good environment with just enough to live with, I remember that I was still happy and
carefree. I think it was because I felt so secured with my family’s love for each other. At one
time it was the only thing that kept me content. Even the simplest things in life like love can
keep our hearts content all we have to do is believe in it and have faith that God will help us.
I also have this one memory where I was playing with a bunch of bananas as kid with only a
napkin on my bottom pretending to be Tarzan, the king of my “jungle”. Alright, I am just
kidding, I don’t actually remember that because I was two but I know I was happy playing
with the bananas because that was what I expressed in a photograph. For this case only, I
would like to conclude that playing with bananas may have some surprising side effects
because I am also called the family monkey. But I was always and still called “vataiyan”
instead, which means skinny in Tamil. I also used to wear my sisters’ dresses and hairbands
just to get the feel of it, in particular a blue polka dot dress. I regret doing that now. They
now use it against me, threatening me that they would tell some of my friends about it. A
word of advice to all young boys, “Never ever wear your sisters’ clothes or hairbands”.
The memories in our lives has great importance to us whether it is bitter or sweet and
there is a reason for all the things that happens to us. Memories teach us how to live life no
matter how lovely, dark or deep it might be. Life is a journey, you don’t go through it you
grow with it. We shall always have different interpretations of life but always remember one
thing, Life is not a dress rehearsal. It’s the main event-you don’t get another chance. So live
the moment at all times and don’t forget God, for God was the one who created us. One last
word of advice to everyone reading this, “Whatever worth doing is worth doing well”.
Lyrics and Tabs For She Will Be Loved by Maroon5
"She Will Be Loved"
Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
[in the background]
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Yeah
[softly]
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Try so hard to say goodbye
Tabs for She Will Be Loved
Artist: Maroon 5
Album: Songs For Jane
Tuning: Standard
Tabber : Vk3Y
These are a few different ways to play it
Intro&verse 1
e-------------------
b---4-4-4-4---3-3-
g---5-5-5-5---3-3-
d-------------------
a-3----------1------
e-------------------
e-----3
b-1----
g---3--
d------
a------
e------
verse 2/prechorus
e---------------------
b---4-4-4-4----6-6-
g---5-5-5-5----7-7-
d----------------------
a-3-----------5-------
e----------------------
or
e---------------------------3
b---4-4-4-4-----6--------
g---5-5-5-5-----7--5-3--
d--------------------------
a-3-----------5-----------
e--------------------------
or
e----------------------
b----4-4-4-4----3-3-
g----5-5-5-5----0-0-